These were taken with my iPhone yesterday. Very low light. The Mass had ended and I was in the middle of a sublime meditation. Photos never really capture the essence of Church because they don’t convey the Holy Spirit. At least, not in the same way as actually sitting there, in person. But I thought I’d share, anyhow.
After a downtown Mass I spied this prayer card and almost took it. But then I though, no no, that’s just not right. Some sweet soul left it here and it belongs at the foot of the statue where it was placed. So I took this photo, instead. Turned out way nicer than just the card by itself.
The statue is this old, slightly beat up statue of Christ with an open heart. It always seems to look away from me, as if I’m doing something wrong. But it’s probably just the positioning. That, and the fact that it’s on a stand, much higher than floor level.
Today I felt like I did the right thing by not taking this card home with me.
When I tell people that I like to go to catholic mass I often sense some kind of inner reservation from the other person. I’m not surprised. I know why. Or I have a pretty good idea. The Inquisitions, the child abuse, the corruption. Or maybe just the regimentation. Not to forget the sexism.
I know all about that stuff but regardless, still feel the Holy Spirit active in the Mass. Some folks give me a blank or hard look when I say that. To me, that just tells me something about where they are. Many people think they are open minded but imo are just as narrow and regimented in their thinking as any hardcore Catholic.
Myself, I just go on what I feel. And that leaves me open to a whole new vista that I didn’t even know existed, prior to recognizing the call.
As much as I believe in the afterlife, I have to admit that I’m still pretty sad about David Bowie’s passing. It’s a strange thing. Especially for those of us who claim to be “contemplative” or “mystically inclined.” We have certain experiences that lead us to believe there is an afterlife. But when people pass, we feel just like anyone else.
I always had a hard time understanding why Jesus cried when he heard that John the Baptist had been killed. I mean, if he’s the Christ and God, why would he cry? Didn’t he know that John had just moved on to the next realm?
Well, it’s not that simple. Jesus was also fully human. So he felt like the rest of us. At least, that is the Christian story.
In my case, I don’t claim to be near the level of sainthood, let alone the grand stature of Jesus. And I feel… all that human stuff. Even though I do firmly believe that we pass on to a better place after death. If we’re good at heart, that is. I don’t know about the scoundrels and rogues in this world.
Only God can judge.
Here’s one of my favorite tunes from the “peak” of David Bowie’s career. I used to listen to this after coming home from high school. A few friends would drop by. It seemed so alive and relevant. Loved it and still do.
Here’s a nice tune by Toby Mac. I think the video is good too. I like the underwater motif.
I’m getting a bit bored of Christian pop these days. I guess life’s changes have taken me more into jazz – especially Chick Corea – and dance. But this tune still rings a bell, as it were. I’m certainly not bored of Christ! Just the sort of formulaic way the Christian rockers have fallen into depicting his story. As the Canadian folkie Bruce Cockburn once put it, if the music’s no good, the message, no matter how good, doesn’t really get across.
- Chick Corea & The Vigil (musicofourheart.me)
- Classically inclined: Pianist-composer Chick Corea knows Miles, Mozart (hispanicbusiness.com)
- Chick Corea: The Vigil – review (theguardian.com)
- Chick Corea + The Vigil (thescoutlife.com)
- Unusual Facts About Chick Corea (musifacts.wordpress.com)
- Chick Corea, Afro-Haitian sound of Mozayik mark Jazz Up July finale (hispanicbusiness.com)
- Chick Corea & His New Band, ‘The Vigil’ To Release New Album with Concord Records| Music news (soundcolourvibration.com)
- Chick Corea’s ‘Vigil’ combines jazz, friends (goerie.com)
I was talking on Facebook earlier this morning about synchronicity, magic and spirituality. Then later at Mass, this reading sort of stood out:
8 See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the elemental spiritual forces[a] of this world rather than on Christ. 9 For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity lives in bodily form, 10 and in Christ you have been brought to fullness. He is the head over every power and authority.
It seemed like a funny kind of synchronicity in itself.
- Missal Moments V: “The mystery of faith” (hughosb.wordpress.com)
- At closing Mass, Pope tells youth to follow Christ through his Church (onecatholicnews.wordpress.com)
- Colossians 2: 9 , 10 (jantzika.wordpress.com)
- The Reintroduction of Jesus Christ (Part Two) (lifebrook.wordpress.com)
- A Lesson on Corpus Christi Sunday (knightswalk.wordpress.com)
- What are you called? (nathangilreath.wordpress.com)
- Moments (mamadoveonabox.wordpress.com)
- Christ is our Life! (edenministriesonline.com)
- Faith Proved Genuine (wdednh.wordpress.com)
- Our Resurrection and Exaltation In Christ (gospelbondservant.com)